omfg..

i got my xanag to work

yes!!

even tho this xanga is depressin and ya..

it makes me sad

so i might not

its weird

this xanga reminds me of aaron

......

thats y i dont wana write in it ne more

well idk...

tell me if i should just write in this one or the other one

thigns happen when i write in this one...

well

i effin hate mondays..

everyone is havin troubles...

sry stephi..if he did that to u ..wow .hes a fag..

im gonna kick his lil white ass..lol

well u desirve better and ur not ugly

so fuck him

hes a lyer

and sarah if that zack kid cnat see how pretty and skinny u r then...hes not right for u

dont try and change urslef for ne one to liek u

he shouldliek u no matter what..

dont belive him

and guys suck

so fuck them

hope u guys feel better..

today was borin!!

omg

not alot of homework

say andre and jordan

ughhh

made me nearly cry

my bro hates me...

**these past few days ive realli been liek gettin life thru her eyes..and see how she felt..in a way im liek connecting ot her problems...and i think she knows who im talkn bout..*****

well write later...

peace out

well..feel a lil better

but they r realli mena

and i trusted them

o well

they lied

guys r liers!!

jazmine im sryy

i ko how u feel

see what i mean i have the same problems everyone else has

there all combined

sarah i wish u would stop tlakin shit bout me

and stop critizing urslef

ur realli pretty and skinny and i dontr kno how many times people have tell u before ur gonna to beliove..w.e

ill  tlak ot u ne time

if u stop sayin shit!

u dotn see me makin mena commetns or away messages do u..no!

so stop doin it about me

i wsh u would believe

idk what im doin today..

elaines doin homeowrk

and me might go to the mall

idk

write later

this heart is broken..

no i don't miss you. i miss who i thought you we're.i miss the guy who useto be there for me everyday.. the one who chased  away my fears and told me everything was going to be okay.. thats the guy i miss. i can't miss you .. i don't even know who you are anymore..

Once you enter high school things change, your best friends become bitches, your boyfriend becomes a prick. Homework goes in the trash, cell phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension, soda becomes beer, gum becomes pot. Bikes become cars. Lollipops become cigarettes. Lip gloss becomes makeup. French kisses become sex. Yeah high school changes everybody

Listen to your heart.
when he's calling for you,
Listen to your heart.
there's nothing else you can do.
i don't know where you're going
and i don't know why.
Listen to your heart.
before he tell's you good bye.
                              ++D.H.T <3

just incase you ever begin to miss me
         just remember you let me go <//3

omfg...i feel like dyin

i feel worthless.

i feel used

i fele made fun of

i feel i screwed up everythign

i feel backstabbed.

i feel...

well andre and chad..and amazingly jordan started talkin shit bout me..makin fun of me

sayin a lot of shit..tjhye kno it hurt

there realli men.

nearly cried.

kept it in.

dont people get it

thye kill me!

i cnat belive jordan did that

i told him my whole life.

i let my heart open to him ..and then he..

blows it back in my face.makes fun of me

as ex friends i would never imagine that

he tld me to always look at the positive thigns..and not care what people sya.and if people say shit that they immature and gay.

well he did that

couldnt believ it

one of my best friends...did that?

people talkin bout how my bor dont like me..he hates me

ya im a lil sis to him.but he dispises me

it hurts to kno taht..

i feel bad

y does he hate me

i wish i had a brother that loved and cared bout me

btu no..my bro doesnt crae if im here or not!

need ot get out of that house.dont wanna live there.wana leave this state.get outta here.go to tennessee with aaron.if he want me to.

i wish..

a lot of things

u dont kno how it is to kno that my  brother dispises me and everything.i wish he luved me

(well someone knows how that is)...

i hate it.

ihate life.

i hate many things

people startin shti and andre and chat provokin it

i wish knew

i kno alot of people have problems but...

i CANT BELIVE JORDAN DID THAT...!!!!

he used it and threw it in my face

do u kno how it feels?

i ahte when people talk shit boiut me.

i hate ANDRE AND CHAD AND JOEY AND ALL MY BROTHERS FRIENDS!!

but yet somehiw even tho jordan hates me..i dont thinnk i ever could

they ruined my life!!

and ill never forgive

they need ot kno when do give up

people thinkn thye cna boss em around..wel fuck u

I ..HATE..EVREYTHNG...!!

wow im depressed

aaron dotn make it better

my life is shatterin int pieces on the ground

                                 this is where

                         -----------------------------------

                                i draw the line

cant belive..

this is how a heart breaks...

soo.

me and elaine and my sis went to library..my sis met someone there.

it was so funny.elaine couldnt cross the street.

and then when we wer elivin the library.

we went to lloyds house but he wasnt there.and then my sis fell of her bike.lmao

i was like crackin up

then 711!! slurpee!!

me and eliane aND KRISTEN were sittin outside and then these girls came  up top us and they were like were on a scavenger hunt

can u song wiht us baby one more time..omfg

elaine and my sis were singin and dancing

and thne home...

mom came home

elaine mom picked us up

were at her house

jaculines is here

elaine is liek ignornin me

its kinda pissin me off

and then me and my mom r in a fight and then

aaron hasnt been talkn to me..

idk things r weird

sometimes i feel notin else could go wrong but i guess other things can go wrong

i wish aaorn owuld talk to me

..maybe he dont like me...

idk

kinda sad.

dont wanna show it

aaorn just called me for liek .2 seconds

god damn now im more pissed

slam my phone down

i wish things were different.

EDIT//spendin night at elaines.